Such a Trekkie.

Like. O.M.G. Like. It is so my thing. Like. I’m in love.

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I don’t know what you think about it. Don’t really care. But gosh. I loved it. The front part was a little slow, but the pace started to move, and it was just that great. Loved every old reference, loved every little tidbit.

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Loved Spock. :D

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Bro going, “Alien Bruce Lee!” each time he appeared was a tad bit annoying and seemed prominent to set me to giggle. XD

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Ooh. Anton Yelchin!

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Yum. :)

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So many ideas now. Ficcys begging to be written. Art. Stories. Ah. Fanfiction.

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To Their Doom.

If thou hearest the cry of the gull on the shore, Thy heart shall rest in the forest no more.

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Familiarity, like fire in my veins. Like a pulling, a call tugging my heart away. Like relief, flowing through pain. Like death, approaching acceptance.

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Rushing, wind, and screaming dreams.

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How I’ve missed this. And yet.

Sigh.

Nothing much going on right now. But procrastination, and damn it, I’ve homework that I’ve yet to touch! And here I am, stuck, and pulling my hair out because I desperately need an idea for this loose thread. I’ve no idea if my characters running amok in some building, investigating hidden rooms and all would work. Because I have absolutely no idea where this mysterious building should be. Should it be something like Hogwarts, with its nifty history and secret hideouts and holes, or something else/original entirely? Argh!

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If you’re Sin Yee or Pui Yee or Chitra or someone else who can help, help please?

Oh heart, stop it!

Much going on, with too little words to tell.

Just a note to say, hey I’m okay and well.

There’s also this one little thing I have to add.

Oh heart, I know they’re hot and all, but please stop that!

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P/S: For more information, please click this and that, and yes, loads of pictures so it might take some time to load. Samantha Sii? For you especially, please click this. Esther can too, and you’ll surely snigger.

Aiyaiyai.

Sigh. I think my leg’s getting worst. More specifically, I think my kneecap is starting to loosen up again. :(

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It hurts.

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Sorry.

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(You know who you are.)

Fe-varrr!

I have extremely cute friends. Friends who go with their trademarked, “Whoo!” (It’s not even a Woot!, but a whooo!) and “Sexy beast! Sexy beast!” after every idol show. Friends who sing in the shower, going, “She works hard for the monehhh~” or even singing in the bedroom with lyrics I have yet to decipher. :D

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Esther and her “Whooo!”

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Friends who have that wallpaper on her laptop since ages ago, predicting the final three, and swearing allegiance to the one and only Sexy Beast! Friends who have all the AI videos since the first audition. And all the songs, be it studio version, or live.

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Sam, and the wallpaper she made up, ages before she even knew who were the final 3! I had assumed some kid drew it, and she loved it so much she had to put it up. Go figure. :P

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I can’t quite choose between the two, because choosing either one will get the ire of either friend.

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Still. It’s gonna be one heck of a show! :D

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Truth to be told, I can’t quite decide who to support for. :P But they both rock! Woot for the Idol Fever! XD

On The Other Hand..

So, my second school semester is nearly over. Pretty quick ain’t it? Considering how I spent most of it in crutches! I’m finally getting off it. :) Yeaash! Haha.

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I suppose one thing that’s pretty stark different between the first and the second is this: I didn’t blog as much… and I didn’t put up paparazzi style pictures of roommates up.

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I blame the internet connection that didn’t want to cooperate for the first few months I was here. And which only worked at the end of March, when all ‘pow-wah!’ and ‘oh-neeeed’ to blog and to Facebook were ‘whoooosh’ down the drain.

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I spent most times writing. Real glad I sent in entries for two competitions though I know it wasn’t the best. But yeah, writing makes me happy. (:

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Oh, and oh gosh oh gosh, I finally managed to get an A in Chemistry after over a year! I’m like that close to being euphoric ecstatic crazily happy. But then again, the paper was easy. But then again, it only a 10% count. But then again, I don’t care. Because I so such at Chemistry and I have an A! Jiggly dance now. :D

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Hmmm, with the coming holidays comes more work. Planning planning planning time~ Debate, CG, IT la la la. Must do my very best for the Big Boss. Big Boss say “Go” I go. Big Boss say “No” I no go.

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Did up a newsletter/booklet for my school. A booklet of testimonies. I’m real proud of it. It was hard to do. Especially considering the time of doing it. But I’m glad I pulled through with Big Boss’s help. All credit goes to the Big Boss.

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Someone called me Kakak Nicole and even Lady Boss. I feel like I got ‘pow-wow-wah’ Wonder if I still can make someone cry because I scare them so much mua ha ha ha.

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Life’s just like that. With no more crushes. No more silly dilly dallys. With work, and studying, and making the grade because it matters just that much more. And then there are activities to make through, there are debates to join, there are matters to settle with people.. And then there are the people to get to know. And then there are the obligations. And the tears. And the sweat. And the blood that cleanses all.

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You know the warmth you get when you’re surrounded with people you’re familiar with in an unfamiliar place? You know the chill you get when you’re surrounded with people you’re familiar with in a familiar place?

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You know the happiness when someone gives you a compliment?
You know the disappointment when someone gives you a compliment?

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I want some hugs now. Feel emo. :( Miss you huggy people who aren’t afraid to hug me wan. Emo is bad on a morning right before Ethics test.

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Bye bye.

I’ve Never Felt This Way Before.

There are times when I get frustrated with people. There are times when I hate myself for being too open, for revealing too much, for making myself to be such a fool. There are times when I hate myself for caring. When I have all that I need. But I still want. Foolish foolish thoughts.

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The butterflies are beautiful. They are plain, a pale muddy colour, with black spots – yet with every flutter, my heart flies. The flowers haven’t changed, the colours still remain striking, vivid – yet what calls the butterflies near? Is it the season?

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I never had that someone who could hurt me so much that I would never trust again. Because I have never placed my trust in someone that much. I have never ever revealed so much. But now that I have, now that I have people who I think that I love so very much, and they let me down – with words I didn’t think would hurt, words they thought were encouraging – I feel like I can never trust anyone on this Earth again. And only the one I can will be the only one.

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I try so hard. I’m sorry I did that. I’m sorry I hurt you. Even if you say you don’t care. I do.

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They mean to be encouraging, they mean to say, “You’re someone I keep believing in.” or, “I’m sorry I didn’t believe you enough.” or, “I haven’t let go yet.” or, “Because I don’t think you can just yet.”

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I thought I had your trust. I thought you had faith in me. I thought I was stronger now. But you proved me wrong.

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You aren’t the only one.

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I still haven’t forgiven. I don’t like it when people ignore the obvious, because it’s easier than to admit the truth. To let a lie go on and on, swallowing it all down, even when it stinks, it burns, it tastes horrible – and yet, so much more delicious than truth itself.

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I think I shall not say a word now. I shall not tell. I shall not speak. And only when I triumph shall my mouth spill open. Maybe I should go back to before. When things were simpler, when secrets were kept. When I kept a wall. I only need only one after all.

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He is my strength. He is my everything. He is my savior.

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Thank you thank you thank you.

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Help me overcome this please.

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Please.

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Please.

Oh Darn

So much to blog about, really. Y’know, about first birthday not being home with brother who’s born on the same date, and debate – The National Novice competition, and stuff like new love found.

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Yeah. Loads to talk about. Hmmm. Can’t remember what else I wanted to blog about. Was I supposed to blog about how being on crutches suck so bad, especially with a doctor who keeps telling me not to eat cause I’M TOO FAT?

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Yeaaah. And how it’s busy busy busy with no internet connection in the hostel that I could die. Urgh. But I’m surviving. Luckily Toshirou my Toshiba survived. Cause if he had died, I’d cried.

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Tharani’s gone to Manipal, and has a friend named Jesse. Jesse! Like, how cool is that? Sorry. For those who don’t know, I rather like names starting with ‘J’. A fetish maybe. But yeah. ‘J’ names are always awesome. Especially Jesse. I wanna know a Jesse! Haha.

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Am freaked it’s already Wednesday. Only few more days before I’ve to go back to King’s Valley and I haven’t even read my very very much missed comics which I’ve missed for months!

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But there’s Ethics to worry about, and Biology, and awwwwww man! I want more House!

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Wheeee.

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I find Prince Albert very interesting. (;