What is it with me? What is it with me that causes me to bounce from up to down again and again and again? I’m no ball.
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I’m tired, really. Sorry, as well. Feeling pathetic, useless, again. Again. And again.
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Interesting.
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Wonder how you people put up with me.
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I’ve become so used to it, [...]
Archive for November, 2008
26 Nov
Sickening
24 Nov
Protected: When You’ve Got Nothing To Lose But Sanity
There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.
23 Nov
You Can’t Change This.
No human can.
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I’m tired. I really am. It feels like I’ve only a darkness in my heart, a heaviness, an uneasiness upon me. I can’t explain it. Perhaps, only a collection, a jumble, a mixture, a clump, a broken heart caused by so much fears, so much worries, so much what-ifs.
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Because there is [...]
21 Nov
What if?
I’m scared. Right now, El and I are waiting for the results of the break-in. And if you know what we’ve been up to, you’d know that it ain’t a break-in of thieves or whatnot.
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Pray for us.
17 Nov
joy in three little words
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“I love you,” She says, and she does not hear.
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“I love you!” She shouts, and still, she does not hear.
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I love you, I love you.
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“I love you,” She says, and He hears.
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“I love you!” She shouts, and He smiles.
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I love you, I love you.
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And all is good.
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Oh, love the [...]
17 Nov
To Confusion
There seems to be everything and nothing at stake, and that everything seems to be at hold with one word, with one glance. When everything else moves, you’re staying still, you’re relentless pounding at nothing, keeping track when there’s no need.
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Like love like hate like anger like bliss like.
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When you want, and you need, [...]
13 Nov
Midnight Heat
Just so you know, I’m feeling rather stressed out for Statistics exam tomorrow, because I have absolutely zero confidence in being able to do Probability questions after always having flunked them in previous exams.
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And being in a grouchy annoyed, ‘poke-me-and-die’ mood, doesn’t help much either.
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Worst still, I’m working my brain off trying to [...]
10 Nov
Guh.
Seriously disappointing.
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Seriously depressing.
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Obviously, a big fat fail.
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And its only the first day.
6 Nov
Ask And Yer Shall Receive
If you’re wondering why Nicole has certain locked posts, it is only because she loves to gossip. She’s a mean evil witch who likes to blab blab blab. Hahaha!
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Really, did you think she was that mean a person? Of course not!
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Nah, she’s just teasing you. Don’t take it to heart.
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She’s keeping certain posts locked because [...]
