Blind

It has not been a good day. I can’t even think past the disastrous waves of disappointment right now. So many things to scream about, and yet none worth it.

I can’t seem to find a rationale for finding out the effects of different mouthwash against mouth bacteria. It’s bloody frustrating, and I should get past this, should find some other experiment to do. But yet, that’s almost as exhaustively difficult as well. And I’ve thought up of a proper working method already – even if I can’t guarantee that its works – and I can’t bear to leave something halfway like this.

But if you can’t see the end in mind, if you can’t find out the reason for being, what’s the point?

What’s the bloody rationale?

I’m hating myself right now. And that is not a good feeling. :( Oh god, please help me through the utterly annoying 45 marks paper. :(

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